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- loneliness: I don't understand... I thought I had so many friends, but when I seek company, where are they?
- rancor: they were never your so called friends, don't you see? It's so easy to take advantage of someone who is alone. You become weak and needy... But now they got what they wanted, and you're there, all alone again.
- Hope: Of course you have all that hatred consuming your heart, no one should say things like that, it's an abomination. Everyone has they're own issues to deal with, but I'm sure that if you really were in trouble, those sympathetic would reappear in your life in a second!
- mistrustfulness: do you really think so? omg, I was so scared none of my friends cared about me... but would that mean that they care? Or would they just be curious about my condition? you know, people love a gossip. And the ones who know most details are usually proud of themselves. I'm not sure I can call someone like that a friend..